Si Nicky....

Tagal kong di nag-blog.
Almost a year din...

Siguro ung iba inalis na ung follow status sakin..

Madaming bago, tamad lang talaga ang inyong abang lingkod

Until this day...naisipan kong mag sulat ng blog. Mailabas ko man lang ung nararamdaman ko.

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It' because of what happened to me, to my feelings particularly, kaya ako napa-blog.
Kung sumusubaybay kayo sa blog ko, alam nyong isa akong magulang na kasama sa buhay si Pechay.

Last summer, this year lang un, may nakilala akong lalaki....

Pano ba to? I know it sounds like unfaithfulness but  I just can't keep it.

Di ako pala labas ng bahay, until nung mayaya akong mag laro ng volleyball ng mga kabataan sa amin.

At dun ko nakita si Nicky (not his original name - Kamukha nya kasi si Nicky Sura Teerokol, ung Thailander  na member ng isang banda.).

Nagba-basketball sya. There was something in him na napapatingin ako na ewan ko kung bakit.

Sabi ko he looks familiar...

Until it came to realization na I knew him way back 7 years, dalaginding pa ko, sya naman, nag-bya-byahe ng tric nila.

Sya pala un...

Nung minsan, niyaya ng mga kabataan...napasali sa laro namin. pustahan eh.

Marunong sya, kalaban ko naman.

Nung una ayoko maging close kasi I know myself, madali akong mafall sa taong may kaugnayan sa nakaraan ko - specially 7 years gap...maxadong malapit.

Pero hindi pinayagan ng tadahana ung gusto ko...nagkakilala pa rin kami. Nagkainuman...naging magkaibigan.

Alam naman din lahat ni Pechay un...kasi open kami sa nararamdaman namin at sa mga bagay na nasaisip namin. We've been honest to each other.

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Until the day, He ask me to add him on FB. nakigamit pa ng CP ko para lang ma-accept ko ung request.

Sobrang saya ko...

At dun ko nalaman ang lahat ng nangyari sa buhay nya last March-May 2014.

May asawa si Nicky...hiwalay...babaero kasi.

Kaya pala kahit magkakasama kami, I see in his eyes the loneliness.

He had 2 sons, while I have 2 daughters, pwdeng mag-balae in future sa isip ko. =)

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I have fallen...

But the person who I want to catch me was not there, but unexpectedly, my loving Pechay.

He had different perspective. At sa simula pa lang nung magkakilala kami, I told myself na I won't hold back to my feeling but I won't assume anything positive between us. I just let myself do what I want.

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Dumating sa point na chinat ni Pechay si Nicky regarding with me which I was aware.

She asked Nicky to play games.

Di sya pumayag...

Magkakaibigan daw kami...

Ayaw nya masira ung relationship namin ni Pechay dahil sa laro na un.

Sabi ko kay Pechay, SAYANG.

Disappointed man ako, I knew he was a good person. Mas lalo ako humanga sa kanya.

After nun....

He deactivated his account on FB.....

Sabi ko kay Pechay, it was bacause of the messages.

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I miss him...di na kasi madalas magkita. We are both busy on each others lives.

Biniro ko pa si Pechay, na bago pa lang sisibol ung love-life ko, na broken hearted na agad.

Hahahaha.....ang awkward lang, lumalandi ako na alam ni Loving Pechay. Hanggang landi lang naman kasi kaya kong gawin.

I promised Pechay na walang anything sexual na mangyayari in case.

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Kaya ko pala sya crush nun, kasi kamukha nya si Nicky....

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Haysss....mga Ateng

Ang Pagsisiwalat : Part 1

Eto po ako....

Sana matanggap nyo po na ako'y likas na.....

Maganda...

at Magandang Araw at gabi sa makakabasa....

Let's pray for the Philippines.

Kabi-kabilang eksena Pero sa panahong ganito makikita mong nagkakaisa sung bawat pilipino.

Tsaka na muna Siena Janet Napoles . Maps import ate sung mga inosenteng tao as Bohol, cebu at zamboanga.

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Haha..

I got this bloggeriod app.

Mapapadalas na pag post ko.

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Alexandria

Her real name was Raisha Alexandria.

Dapat kasi Sanggre Alexandria pero nakialam si mudrakelas. Pag pag first child daw dapat fierce ang name.

Maganda din daw na kung hindi galing ung name sa mga older ancestors, eh humingi ka na lang ng opinyon sa kanila.

And since I love my mujay so much, sinunod ko ung name na binigay nya, Raisha.

Sinundan ko ng Alexandria, para pang Miss Gay ung peg ng name.

Bakit daw sobra ata ung haba ng name.

Sabi ko, 3 letter word lang ang aking surname, kaya ok na rin kung mahaba ung first name.

Tsaka ok na rin un, at least Naikot nya ung buong Alphabet sa pangalan nya. Bago pa sya mag Kinder, kabisado na nya ung alphabet.

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She was born on August.

 2009.

Year of the Ox.

Sya ung nagpabago ng buhay ko.

At dahil kasama sa package ung pechay, tinanggap ko na ang katotohanan na ako'y isang ama na nga.
(kinilabutan ako sa word an un)...

Dapat pala - isang ganap na magulang na lang.

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Sa ngaun, 4 years old na sya. Nuknukan ng daldal.

Maputi..tsinita. Ewan ko ba, eh malaki naman mata ko. Ala- Angelina Jolie ung akin, sa kanya eh pang korean.

Di mo maipagkakailang anak ng Dyosa.

At sing-landi ko. Mahilig na rin mag pose ala-Tyra Banks.

Kasama ko kasi sya manood ng ANTM sa ETC.

Mahilig din sa heels.

Sa mga dress.

Sa make-up.

at lalong lalo na...
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Kay Aljur Abrenica.



PS: Un lang muna.

In stress and demotivation

Nabasa ko sa isang article somewhere in worl wide web, that if you feel burned-out, stress or demotivated, at nawawala na ung gana mo para gumising sa umaga, you better have to resort on something you always love to do.

And since minsan wit talagang naca-carrie underwood ng aking murang katawan ang pagod at hirap ng isang taxpayer na hindi napapansin ng gobyerno, I have resorted to something I used to do before dumating ang panahon ng pechay...

I'm into portraits and sketching this fast pew days (sinadya ko yan, wag mang echos!-alam ko kaya ung tamang spelling ng word na yan)

And to give you samples of some of my works...

Anjan sa baba...

I made this works nung bubot pa ang aking katawan at isip sa makamundong pagnanasa...hahahaha


Circa 2007-2009

At paborito ko pong subject nun si Regine Velasquez

Eh alam nyo naman ang bakla, mahilig sa kanya...mapa basher yan o fan.

Balik ulit ako sa hobby ko.

Stress eh...

Kaw ba naman laging nasa meeting...

At ewan ko ba kung anong nakukuha ng boss ko kaka-meeting.

Nabasa ko nga sa isang article sa LinkedIn, One of the No-Nos of marketing and Sales ang laging meeting.

Paano ka naman makakapag-focus sa pagbenta and pag-iisip ng strategy kung laging na lang meeting...

Ewan ko ba...

Makapagtayo na nga lang ng ibang bussiness...














Gaybar kaya???

10 Choices You Will Regret in 10 Years - Aangel Chernoff

Ayan, may post na ko for this 3rd quarter.

Namiss ko ang blog world.

May ire-repost lang ako, nirefer lang ng isang kakilala.
Have fun reading.
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“If only…”  These two words paired together create one of the saddest phrases in the English language.
Here are ten choices that ultimately lead to this phrase of regret, and how to elude them:

1. Wearing a mask to impress others. – If the face you always show the world is a mask, someday there will be nothing beneath it.  Because when you spend too much time concentrating on everyone else’s perception of you, or who everyone else wants you to be, you eventually forget who you really are.  So don’t fear the judgments of others; you know in your heart who you are and what’s true to you.  You don’t have to be perfect to impress and inspire people.  Let them be impressed and inspired by how you deal with your imperfections.

2. Letting someone else create your dreams for you. – The greatest challenge in life is discovering who you are; the second greatest is being happy with what you find.  A big part of this is your decision to stay true to your own goals and dreams.  Do you have people who disagree with you?  Good.  It means you’re standing your ground and walking your own path.  Sometimes you’ll do things considered crazy by others, but when you catch yourself excitedly losing track of time, that’s when you’ll know you’re doing the right thing.  Read The 4-Hour Workweek .

3. Keeping negative company. – Don’t let someone who has a bad attitude give it to you.  Don’t let them get to you.  They can’t pull the trigger if you don’t hand them the gun.  When you remember that keeping the company of negative people is a choice, instead of an obligation, you free yourself to keep the company of compassion instead of anger, generosity instead of greed, and patience instead of anxiety.

4. Being selfish and egotistical. – A life filled with loving deeds and good character is the best tombstone.  Those who you inspired and shared your love with will remember how you made them feel long after your time has expired.  So carve your name on hearts, not stone.  What you have done for yourself alone dies with you; what you have done for others and the world remains.

5. Avoiding change and growth. – If you want to know your past look into your present conditions.  If you want to know your future look into your present actions.  You must let go of the old to make way for the new; the old way is gone, never to come back.  If you acknowledge this right now and take steps to address it, you will position yourself for lasting success.  The Power of Habit .

6. Giving up when the going gets tough. – There are no failures, just results.  Even if things don’t unfold the way you had expected, don’t be disheartened or give up.  Learn what you can and move on.  The one who continues to advance one step at a time will win in the end.  Because the battle is always won far away and long before the final victory.  It’s a process that occurs with small steps, decisions, and actions that gradually build upon each other and eventually lead to that glorious moment of triumph.

7. Trying to micromanage every little thing. – Life should be touched, not strangled.    Sometimes you’ve got to relax and let life happen without incessant worry and micromanagement.  Learn to let go a little before you squeeze too tight.  Take a deep breath.  When the dust settles and you can once again see the forest for the trees, take the next step forward.  You don’t have to know exactly where you’re going to be headed somewhere great.  Everything in life is in perfect order whether you understand it yet or not.  It just takes some time to connect all the dots.

8. Settling for less than you deserve. – Be strong enough to let go and wise enough to wait for what you deserve.  Sometimes you have to get knocked down lower than you have ever been to stand up taller than you ever were before.  Sometimes your eyes need to be washed by your tears so you can see the possibilities in front of you with a clearer vision again.  Don’t settle.

9. Endlessly waiting until tomorrow. – The trouble is, you always think you have more time than you do.  But one day you will wake up and there won’t be any more time to work on the things you’ve always wanted to do.  And at that point you either will have achieved the goals you set for yourself, or you will have a list of excuses for why you haven’t.  Read The Last Lecture .

10. Being lazy and wishy-washy. – The world doesn’t owe you anything, you owe the world something.  So stop daydreaming and start DOING.  Develop a backbone, not a wishbone.  Take full responsibility for your life – take control.  You are important and you are needed.  It’s too late to sit around and wait for somebody to do something someday.  Someday is now; the somebody the world needs is YOU.

Nabasa ko sya dito: http://www.marcandangel.com/2013/01/18/10-choices-you-will-regret-in-10-years/