Almost a year din...
Siguro ung iba inalis na ung follow status sakin..
Madaming bago, tamad lang talaga ang inyong abang lingkod
Until this day...naisipan kong mag sulat ng blog. Mailabas ko man lang ung nararamdaman ko.
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It' because of what happened to me, to my feelings particularly, kaya ako napa-blog.
Kung sumusubaybay kayo sa blog ko, alam nyong isa akong magulang na kasama sa buhay si Pechay.
Last summer, this year lang un, may nakilala akong lalaki....
Pano ba to? I know it sounds like unfaithfulness but I just can't keep it.
Di ako pala labas ng bahay, until nung mayaya akong mag laro ng volleyball ng mga kabataan sa amin.
At dun ko nakita si Nicky (not his original name - Kamukha nya kasi si Nicky Sura Teerokol, ung Thailander na member ng isang banda.).
Nagba-basketball sya. There was something in him na napapatingin ako na ewan ko kung bakit.
Sabi ko he looks familiar...
Until it came to realization na I knew him way back 7 years, dalaginding pa ko, sya naman, nag-bya-byahe ng tric nila.
Sya pala un...
Nung minsan, niyaya ng mga kabataan...napasali sa laro namin. pustahan eh.
Marunong sya, kalaban ko naman.
Nung una ayoko maging close kasi I know myself, madali akong mafall sa taong may kaugnayan sa nakaraan ko - specially 7 years gap...maxadong malapit.
Pero hindi pinayagan ng tadahana ung gusto ko...nagkakilala pa rin kami. Nagkainuman...naging magkaibigan.
Alam naman din lahat ni Pechay un...kasi open kami sa nararamdaman namin at sa mga bagay na nasaisip namin. We've been honest to each other.
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Until the day, He ask me to add him on FB. nakigamit pa ng CP ko para lang ma-accept ko ung request.
Sobrang saya ko...
At dun ko nalaman ang lahat ng nangyari sa buhay nya last March-May 2014.
May asawa si Nicky...hiwalay...babaero kasi.
Kaya pala kahit magkakasama kami, I see in his eyes the loneliness.
He had 2 sons, while I have 2 daughters, pwdeng mag-balae in future sa isip ko. =)
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I have fallen...
But the person who I want to catch me was not there, but unexpectedly, my loving Pechay.
He had different perspective. At sa simula pa lang nung magkakilala kami, I told myself na I won't hold back to my feeling but I won't assume anything positive between us. I just let myself do what I want.
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Dumating sa point na chinat ni Pechay si Nicky regarding with me which I was aware.
She asked Nicky to play games.
Di sya pumayag...
Magkakaibigan daw kami...
Ayaw nya masira ung relationship namin ni Pechay dahil sa laro na un.
Sabi ko kay Pechay, SAYANG.
Disappointed man ako, I knew he was a good person. Mas lalo ako humanga sa kanya.
After nun....
He deactivated his account on FB.....
Sabi ko kay Pechay, it was bacause of the messages.
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I miss him...di na kasi madalas magkita. We are both busy on each others lives.
Biniro ko pa si Pechay, na bago pa lang sisibol ung love-life ko, na broken hearted na agad.
Hahahaha.....ang awkward lang, lumalandi ako na alam ni Loving Pechay. Hanggang landi lang naman kasi kaya kong gawin.
I promised Pechay na walang anything sexual na mangyayari in case.
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Kaya ko pala sya crush nun, kasi kamukha nya si Nicky....
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Haysss....mga Ateng
